it's inevitable...

it's inevitable... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/ <center><a href="http://graphics-comment.blogspot.com/?c=hifunny&n=29"><img src="http://dl3.glitter-graphics.net/pub/404/404463i26jd3dlwl.gif" border="0"> Use this picture.</a> <a href="http://graphics-comment.blogspot.com/"></a>  </center>  <center><a href="http://s256.photobucket.com/albums/hh186/rodelyn_2008/?action=view&current=1.gif" target="_blank"><img src="http://i256.photobucket.com/albums/hh186/rodelyn_2008/1.gif" alt="icon" border="0"></a></center> <center> hey there multiply users:) you've landed on my site. my name's hannah, just a typical girl living in an extraordinary world:) God-fearing, optimistic, persevering, dreamer, lover, friend, sister and a person who believes in possibilities:)</center> <center> feel free to leave a comment on my guestbook or add me as your friend:) thanks. God bless. lotsalove, hannah:)</center> <center><object height="80" width="300"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/TVlOEWLol7"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://media.imeem.com/m/TVlOEWLol7" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="110" width="300"><a href="http://www.imeem.com/sonz89/music/LidDvRiY/natalie_grant_in_better_hands/">In Better Hands - Natalie Grant</a></object></center> <center>"In Better Hands" It’s hard to stand On shifting sand It’s hard to shine In the shadows of the night You can’t be free If you don’t reach for help And you can’t love If you don’t love yourself But there is hope when my faith runs out Cause I’m in better hands now It’s like the sun is shining When the rain is pouring down It’s like my soul is flying Though my feet are on the ground So take this heart of mine There’s no doubt I’m in better hands now I am strong All because of you I stand in awe of Every mountain that you move I am changed Yesterday is gone I am safe From this moment on And there’s no fear when the night comes around I’m in better hands now It’s like the sun is shining When the rain is pouring down It’s like my soul is flying Though my feet are on the ground It’s like the world is silent Though I know it isn’t true It’s like the breath of Jesus Is right here in this room So take this heart of mine There’s no doubt You can’t be saved If you’re not reaching out for help </center> <center><object height="344" width="425"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ck6aji4bdWU&hl=en"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ck6aji4bdWU&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="344" width="425"></object></center> <center>PLEASE TAKE TIME TO WATCH THIS. IT'S AN EYE OPENER FOR ALL OF US</center> Sat, 5 Jul 2008 23:20:28 -0000 Wed, 2 Jul 2008 11:33:47 -0000 it's inevitable... http://images.hanna060391.multiply.com/logo http://hanna060391.multiply.com 100 100 F-U-N in the lab?! oyeah you read it right, i had fun in zoology lab1. haha, pathetic. how can someone have fun staring at skinned toads and preserved specimens for like 3 hours?hahaha. well, i did, i did! haha. besides, i was with my new friends. sydney was so cute. she was like, "sup men!" haha. with this cute gesture of raising her shoulders. haha. and then there was michi, who was sooo silent, staring at the frog, good thing she didn't talk to it. hehe. and there was MARS. haha. hilarious! she was "fooling around" with the toad. hahah. she made me laugh til i cried. haha. our toads went skinny dipping, literally, in the sink. haha. lab time was so much fun. we had no quiz. well, i had fun. i think this was my best la salle day ever. :)for now. haha:D ANIMO LA SALLE!! http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/19/F-U-N_in_the_lab Wed, 2 Jul 2008 11:33:47 -0000 oh well, that's love.. P.S: i actually don't know how to start this blog entry, basically because i don't know how to explain how i felt the second i knew this info. pathetic maybe, unexplainable? DEFINITELY.-hannah it started the time i miss called him. then, "he" replied, "hus dis?". in my mind i thought maybe he meant to erase my number on his phone book but i wasn't expecting that it wasn't even really him. it was his girl. the one he used to hate. the one he used to call, "abno". the girl whom he said he never loved. for a second there, i was confused cause he said to me that whatever happens, he can never love that girl. i analyzed the situation, thought it thoroughly, but i can't even explain it. i turned the situation upside down, you know, to attempt to find the answers to my questions, but i can't. my mind is so confused. i texted back and said that i was hannah. later i found out that the girl was angry at me. why you ask? yeah she was angry at me. Why? i don't know. maybe... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/18/oh_well_thats_love.. Tue, 1 Jul 2008 11:32:22 -0000 chloe's birthday http://hanna060391.multiply.com/calendar/item/10005/chloes_birthday Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:47:09 -0000 In Better Hands by Natalie Grant whenever there are times when i struggle with life's challenges, i just listen to this song and watch the video and it inspires me a lot knowing how God works in my life. I just definitely feel that i'm in God's palm http://hanna060391.multiply.com/video/item/9/In_Better_Hands_by_Natalie_Grant Mon, 30 Jun 2008 11:42:58 -0000 TWO LOVERS, NEVER MEANT TO BE...     As the breeze is changing and the day unwinding, the stars start shining and the night is calling. Silence filling the air, not a hush, not a sound and not a word is heard. Two lovers never meant to be, star crossed lovers as you may say, continues to fight, to fight for their love. But the moment has come, finally coming to an end. So this day, together they stand, walking hand in hand, facing their fears.         As the night grew deeper, she gently lets go of his hand. Slowly, turning her back, drops of tears slowly falls from her precious eyes. She can't help the thought of regret. Why did it have to end like this? As she walks away, wishfully thinking that he would stop her and keep her in his arms for eternity and would never let go. But no, he didn't stop her, he gazed at her back, while a thousand confusing thoughts fill every corner of his mind. Why did she do this? Every "whys" he asked himself, he found every breath he took we... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/17/TWO_LOVERS_NEVER_MEANT_TO_BE... Sat, 28 Jun 2008 06:15:05 -0000 dang..you're still making me nervous! it was just a week ago when i visited my high school..it's organized with all the changes(well, bagong pintura ang school, may bago ding cool store sa may labas, tambayan ng mga mahilig bumili ng girly stuff). bms was still a decent school(much more decent now than before! since our batch graduated, mas maayos na ang school, haha). but i still can't help myself crying cause i miss highschool soooo bad. i think it was the best time of my life. well, highschool's long long over. tapos na ung maliligayang araw naming magkakasama. highschool felt like freedom. i was free. now, i'm in college, and college ain't a bed of roses dearies. well, its not the story. my purpose in visiting the school is not just about seeing the changes and looking back to my long lost hs memoirs, its kinda about the guy. every time i have flashbacks, its constantly about him. dang, he was still making me nervous. apart from ignoring me, he was just like the same old guy i met, with all the looks and everything. but... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/16/dang..youre_still_making_me_nervous Sat, 28 Jun 2008 03:32:37 -0000 life goes on:) these 3 paricular songs are specail to me cause it portrays my life. i can definitely say that it tells the story of my life as a person and as a servant of http://hanna060391.multiply.com/music/item/10/life_goes_on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:09:18 -0000 bye bye rainy weekend... it's 12:30  pm, june 24 2008. wow, the long weekend finished so fast. its tuesday(araw ng maynila), yeah, and guess what, no classes. yesterday was free day too cause of typhoon frank. it was raining really hard, dangerous to ride a bus to manila. so there, i had two free days. well, i think those two days were kinda wasted. i did almost nothing.<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/omg.png"> friday was totally cool, cause i went back to my highschool, saw a lot of close friends and teachers. what a flashback. i was still welcome to the bms family.  but i was kind of a blur cause of the "BOY" i saw(yeah you know,haha). didn't even bother to look at me. so rude. to even think that we were thought of as "bestfriends". guess that part was long long over.yeah.<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/confused.png"> saturday was tiring. i had to do chores and cook for the family(oyeah, i cook:)). i had little time to read leoncini's handouts. guess im gonna cram again. haha.<img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/thumbs_down.png"> sunday was the highlight of my weekend. went to church and saw lots of friends. that afternoon, i had fun at ho... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/15/bye_bye_rainy_weekend... Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:43:38 -0000 me, myself and i:) http://hanna060391.multiply.com/photos/album/10/me_myself_and_i Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:48:46 -0000 rainy day what is it about rainy days that i love? is it the cold weather? or the raindrops? the "home-y" feeling? hmmm...i don't know actually. i just love rainy days. (not because its an excuse for having no classes,haha). it makes me feel warm and comfy. it also gives me time to look back at the past and realize all the things i've done in my life. i admit, i pretty much wasted my life with such pathetic stuff. hehe. but i think its because i haven't truly focused myself into my goals and my dreams. all throughout my 17 years of journey through this unforgiving world, it seems that i always got stuck on the things that i thought were BEAUTIFUL but are actually not. i oftenly do it, but after, i keep blaming myself for doing it(get it?). yes, confusing, i know. it's just life doing its own daily routine, testing your courage and faith, giving you hard ships and obstacles. but i guess, life wouldn't be wonderful if it weren't for those problems. often times, we take our lives for granted, we take ... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/14/rainy_day Mon, 23 Jun 2008 02:32:25 -0000 The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian Walt Disney productions has made another "has-to-be-seen" movie, The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian. I'm amazed on how Disney widened the horizons of the readers of the book through producing another epic movie. Watch it, http://hanna060391.multiply.com/reviews/item/2 Sun, 22 Jun 2008 14:00:47 -0000 min and len's craazyy vid:) hey min and len...sori for posting it:)its just sooo fuunny..i wanna share every1:)hahaha...luvyou http://hanna060391.multiply.com/video/item/8/min_and_lens_craazyy_vid Sun, 22 Jun 2008 13:13:21 -0000 seniors' linggo ng wika play:) it's actually just practice...but its so funny..watch http://hanna060391.multiply.com/video/item/7/seniors_linggo_ng_wika_play Sun, 22 Jun 2008 13:03:57 -0000 swimming at raven.. its kinda sad cause i wasn't able to stay overnight...but i had fun though..love the food!regards to http://hanna060391.multiply.com/photos/album/9/swimming_at_raven.. Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:54:55 -0000 the GENESIS bus sucks,,seriously.. i got home from school about 5:30 p.m. went to my apartment, cause my dad's waiting there, he just got off the plane from thailand. we were gonna go home to bataan. we took the taxi to Doroteo Jose at around 6p.m., right to the bus station. the taxi driver was so talkative, like he asked, "taga bataan ba kayo?" as if he needs to know that, and all that hostage thing in lubao, it frightened me more, so i listened to the music on my phone, put on my earphones, to avoid that oh so unnecessary conversation. it's a long trip home, more or less 3 hours. but mom's waiting for us in pampanga. so it's just 1 and a half hours. anyway, i wanted to take bataan transit, since you know, the hostage taking in lubao, it was a genesis bus, so i was kinda scared. but my dad insisted on going on the genesis bus, since its faster. oh no, dang! i was saying my prayers already. we waited on the bus station for 30 mins, waitng for the passengers to fill up the bus. i was getting bored. i was hungry(didn't e... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/13/the_GENESIS_bus_sucksseriously.. Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:28:09 -0000 just drop dead..ok?! PS:THIS IS JUST ONE GUY(EMPHASIS ON THE "ONE", YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) "LOVE CATASTROPHE"-feel THE excruciating pain. it sucks, guys suck, don't you think? oyeah. what beats the feeling of seeing the GUY you love with somebody else? oyeah, HARD AS HELL. tell me about it. one moment, HE tells you, "oh, girl, you're everything to me", next thing you know HE leaves you  hanging.and HE gives you "that look" on HIS face, saying duh, like, "i hope we can be friends..YOU LEFT ME, AND NOW YOU TELL ME LET'S BE FRIENDS? WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU? ok, ok..this is crap..wth..it's like so much STUPIDITY..we've gone through a lot..you made me feel the sweetest and the most wonderful things i've ever imagined, now you tell me this?! WHAT AM I TO YOU,FOOLISH?! now HE gives you this forgive-me-please statements and expect you to do so. HELLO?! i'm not dumb, you're the one who's dumb, oyeah you gave up everything we had. what did you gain huh?! WHAT DID YOU GAIN FOR BREAKING MY HEART?! YOU HAPPY?! do... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/12/just_drop_dead..ok Fri, 13 Jun 2008 03:20:40 -0000 dream on "it all starts with a dream.." I’ve been waiting for my dreams To turn into something I could believe in And looking for that Magic rainbow On the horizon I couldn’t see it Until I let go Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn Now I’m coming alive Body and soul And feelin’ my world start to turn Holding onto things that vanished Into the air Left me in pieces But now I’m rising from the ashes Finding my wings And all that I needed Was there all along Within my reach As close as the beat of my heart And I’m out on the edge of forever Ready to run I’m keeping my feet on the ground My arms open wide My face to the sun I’ll taste every moment And live it out loud I know this is the time, This is the time to be More than a name Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time This is the time of my life things in life gets so complicated when you hardly even know what you're truly aiming for. most of the time, you get caught up with the world full of strangers, unanswered quest... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/11/dream_on Fri, 30 May 2008 15:48:46 -0000 college?! may 26, 2008-first day as a frosh days before the first day, i was so anxious to get to school. yeah, like, DUH! it was la salle! one of the prominent schools of the country, but it turned out to be a big blurr.. MONDAY: first subject-math111, i thought psychology majors don't have math subjects. my impression about this subject was like, it's booooooorring! but it's not actually, it's kinda fun. our prof was cool. second subject-ZOOLOGY. yeah, i was ready to have this subject for the whole term, but i was so surprised when our prof actually taught something during the first day. aside from discussing the course syllabus, we learned about the cell. we had to stay for like, 2 hours?! our prof also had such a small voice, so i can't hear what he was saying, given that i was sitting infront(haha). third and last subject for the day-LAB BIO1. our prof was cool(so i thought), his subject wasn't THAT boring. we had our own microscopes. we viewed paramecium and such, but after an hour, ... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/10/college Fri, 30 May 2008 02:27:45 -0000 anxious:) <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/teeth.png">orientations are over. whew! really tiring though. for 2 days we had our orientation in de la salle university. first, froshies are welcomed with open arms, thanks to our ambassadors. *hehe*. on the first day, we were gathered at the center plaza. i found my block, block 45. yeeey! really nice people(my blockmates). at first, it was really frustrating knowing that you don't know anybody. it was a big university. but still, i had fun. we learned our lasallian prayers and we watched the performance of different groups belonging to the cultural arts office. *really cool*.<IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/thumbs_up.png">we also had our campus tour, at least half of the university. hehe. it was a really cool first day of orientations. the second day was more filled with F-U-N! in the morning, we had our mass. we took the lasallian oath. *really cool! i'm an official lasallian now! yey! ANIMO LA SALLE!!*. in the afternoon, we had the chance to take a glance at the different organizations that make la salle fun *i'm planning to j... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/8/anxious Fri, 16 May 2008 15:29:05 -0000 First Day of Classes it's the first day of classes in de la salle university. i hope it would be hassle free. oh http://hanna060391.multiply.com/calendar/item/10004/First_Day_of_Classes Fri, 16 May 2008 09:51:34 -0000 in the state of reminiscing...                                   I have loved to the point of madness;                                        That which is called madness,                                                   That which to me,                                ... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/7/in_the_state_of_reminiscing... Sun, 11 May 2008 10:45:08 -0000 it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all..  <A href="http://hanna060391.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SCaYRgoKCnAAAHgCOuY1"><IMG class=alignmiddleb src="http://images.hanna060391.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SCaYRgoKCnAAAHgCOuY1/Love_is____by_Bunnis.jpg?et=wF3OIXEj6WJlgGUZiq4QbQ&nmid=" border=0></A>               there is no particular reason why love strikes two people that are said to be "made for each other". they just fall madly inlove, and with the cliche', "..and they lived happily ever after..", they reinvent the truth and ignore what's really the main part of love-PAIN.         i for one have experienced this kind of love. setting aside the truth, i lied to myself and had this ongoing fantasy in my mind, "..and they lived happily ever after..blah blah blah". fooling myself was my biggest and dumbest mistake. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE, I KEPT MYSELF HANGING ON A THREAD! (really stupid, i know). this misconception brought me to my ever dearest friend now, PAIN. devastating as it may seem, i've successfully splurged and plunged into the deepest of the deep sea of LIES. over and over in my head, i kept picturing myself with what's never going to happen , ever. i lost my dignity... http://hanna060391.multiply.com/journal/item/6/it_is_better_to_have_loved_and_lost_than_to_never_have_loved_at_all.. Sun, 11 May 2008 07:06:38 -0000 subic trip with close friends:) april 9 to 10, 2008. christine celebrated her birthday by treating us to a trip in subic. me, tatsie, helga and ana tagged along with her family. we left at around 6pmand arrived after an hour. we stayed in her uncle's house in subic. we went night swimming in subic's yacht club. after that, we ate at yellow cab and called it a night. *i definitely enjoyed:)* the next day, we went other places in subic. we even went boating. *really fun!*. oh well, even if it was tiring, we definitely http://hanna060391.multiply.com/photos/album/3/subic_trip_with_close_friends Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:00:00 -0000 dlsu's enrolment and medical exam may 7 is the date of enrolment and followed by the medical exam on http://hanna060391.multiply.com/calendar/item/10003/dlsus_enrolment_and_medical_exam Tue, 29 Apr 2008 05:54:21 -0000 Friendster - hanna Ü my http://hanna060391.multiply.com/links/item/1 Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:32:03 -0000 my birthday:) at last, the day i came to http://hanna060391.multiply.com/calendar/item/10002/my_birthday Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:29:26 -0000