there is no particular reason why love strikes two people that are said to be "made for each other". they just fall madly inlove, and with the cliche', "..and they lived happily ever after..", they reinvent the truth and ignore what's really the main part of love-PAIN.

        i for one have experienced this kind of love. setting aside the truth, i lied to myself and had this ongoing fantasy in my mind, "..and they lived happily ever after..blah blah blah". fooling myself was my biggest and dumbest mistake. FOR GOODNESS' SAKE, I KEPT MYSELF HANGING ON A THREAD! (really stupid, i know). this misconception brought me to my ever dearest friend now, PAIN. devastating as it may seem, i've successfully splurged and plunged into the deepest of the deep sea of LIES. over and over in my head, i kept picturing myself with what's never going to happen , ever. i lost my dignity and hit the ground, hard. I've come abase.

        i've come to ABNEGATION, probably because of the tragedy that left me ABIOTIC and PITIFUL. the affliction of love left me broken, and it became too hard for me to move on, maybe because, though i deny it, i still feel the indistinctively strong love for him. i've gone through a heck of a lot of hardships throughout my life, from friend problems, to family problems, even problems to myself, but this maybe, is the worst.

        i tried to abate the pain. i wish it's just like howpain killers work, you just pop a pill in your mouth, and in about a few minutes, the pain goes away. too bad that's not how love works. you have to endure the pain no matter how hurtful it becomes. IT'S THE SAD TRUTH.